Stay Down

Song of the day (and my life): I have had different people ask how I deal with life’s difficulties…and my recipe is simple.  Do it to piss people off. To those that say I’m worthless: Fuck you, you have no idea what I’m worth. To those that say I’m useless:  Eat me, I was plenty…

SFSOI

Song of the day:   I’m so fucking tired of people.  There is a damn good reason why my circle is so small.  Because people are either triflin’ bitches, or assholes. I don’t know what caused the latest wake-up causing incident.  Maybe she’s jealous?  Maybe she has issues? I don’t know, but she is definitely…

I’m so damn mad

Song of the day:   I haven’t gotten political in a while, but I’m about to. It’s “the gun thing”. Do you have a FUCKING CLUE how tired I am of hearing “If they couldn’t get their hands on a gun, they’d use something else.” Um, yeah, but when’s the last time that a mass…

*Insert Deep Breath Here*

Song of the day:   I feel overwhelmed, overburdened, overloaded, and I’m over compensating for it all.  I feel obligated to do things that I wouldn’t ordinarily do….I, as a general rule, am not a “sit and chat” person, and I’ve been doing a lot of that lately. It’s time to close down, shut the…

Call me an asshole…

Song of the day: So….ever just want to be alone?  I mean, really alone….like, no noise, no lights, just sitting in darkness, emptying your mind? Yeah, strange as it might be….I crave those moments.  I intentionally wake up some nights just to come out here and sit by myself…no TV, no PC, just me and…

Tired

Song of the day: I’ll let you in on a secret….as much as I appear confident, self-assured, and full of myself, I hate myself. I hate my mood swings, I hate my voices, I hate my self-doubt, I hate my life some days. And some days, I’m just so fucking tired of it all.  I’m…

Losing battle

Song of the day: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?   So, I’m sick today…not physically, although I am telling everyone that I am…it’s a mental thing.  But a friend of mine has been sick off an on for days….and everyone is just ignoring it.   What happened to taking care of each other…

Life as I know it (Run, run far far away)

Song of the moment: Yes, I know, it’s from Looney Tunes, but it suits right now.   Sometimes, I just want to bang my head off of something.  I’m a bit over-whelmed lately….but I asked for all of this.  I don’t work, but I do…in a way.  I’m a secretary, bookkeeper, adviser, and general all-around…

Late night wonderings

Song of the Day-Badflower, Promise Me   I hate me some days…I have changed so fucking much.  I swore I’d never be a “fuddy duddy”…but that is pretty much what I am.  There is so much I dislike now.  I hate being drunk, and being around anyone that is.  To me, it is a sign…

Down (Way down)

Song of the night: Lithium-Evanessence  I knew it was going to happen.  I’ve been up so long it was bound to happen.  And boy has it.  I’ve crashed back down to Earth. *Rubs her butt*   Owwwww!  Feelings…EWWW!!   I am so tired.  John’s sitting here running at the mouth as he does when he’s…

Dammit (Shit, did I used that title before?)

Song of the weekend-week-month-year-day-millienium-lifetime…WTFever-Under Pressure-Queen Sorry I haven’t blogged.  We moved this weekend. Worst.Weekend.In.Recent.Memory. I packed most of the stuff, neatly and orderly….then Friday came and EVERYTHING went in the damn U-haul, ready or not. The end result, I have no clue what is in some boxes…my 1st bedroom looks like a Nazi concentration camp…